Haha...
I am in the office now...
It's like 10am in the morning...
And I feel freaking sleepy...
So while I am looking for the FEEL to work...
I shall come and update my "super-not-regularly-updated-blog".

Went to help my Auntie "move house on Sunday.
Her family moved down from KL...
My uncle drove our car up to KL to move their things down...

Can you believe it?
From this car.......



ALL these things...



Came out from it??!!

Haha...
It's super unbelivable....

BUT...
IT'S 100% TRUE...
Haha...

The happiest thing was...
I saw my cute cute cousin...



He is super cute la...
And super smart...

Went to Science Centre and Changi Chapel yesterday...
It was fun hanging around with the bananas and the T01-ers...
But I didn't really enjoy the itinerary though...
Haha...

Because I went to Changi Chapel before...
And it was about less than 2 years ago...
So it wasn't that fascinating to me anymore...
And I never liked looking at exhibitions...
Haha...

But never mind le...
It's over anyway...

No school today...
That's why I am in the office today...

There is this guy in my office...
He is an Intern from SP...
I managed to say "Hi" to him like a few weeks ago and know that he is a year 3 student...
But our understanding ended there...
Haha...
Because somehow after that, everytime I saw him...
I was just simply not in the right mood to talk...
I am usually either freaking angry or freaking tired when I am in the office...
And when I am in the talking mood...
There are usually alot of people around him...
Haha...
It's not that I like him or anything..
It's just that it's not easy to see someone around my age in the office you know??!!!
Haha...
I think by the time I really have time to sit down and talk to him...
He would have ended his internship le...
Hahahahahaha....



Let me show you a funny picture...



Hahaha...
He is my dad...

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一直到现在，
你都不曾离开我的思绪

你一直都是我唱歌的感情来源
无论是唱什么歌，
我想的 都是你

好几次，我好想跟你说话
但是因为你之前太冷淡
我怕了

一直鼓不起勇气
是我的懦弱
一直不停想着你
是我的固执

是我放不开
我以为我已经不在乎你

只是自欺欺人

这就是所谓的“藕断丝连”？
哈哈

自作多情的我

=SmileX=
我也有愚蠢的时候

New background song...

Do You Know Where You're Going to?

By Wei Lan 卫兰

Will upload lyrics soon..!

=SmileX=
Byee......

Was packing my cupboard just now...
And I came across the file where I "kept" all my Secondary school days Memories...



It was a nice "journey" back to the past...

Saw the birthday card that I received from 4/5 in 2005...
It's really funny now when I read it...
Haha...





The funniest thing is that I was the one who chose the cards for the whole class...
Wahahahaha


Then I saw my report book...
Here are some of the funny comments I saw...



This teacher obviously don't know me right??
Haha..

Then...



Of course it's by another teacher...

Then I saw a card that my Junior in my CCA wrote to me...



But I feel so sorry towards this person...
Because I don't remember her at all..
Haha...


Then I saw my JAE Application that landed me in Chinese Studies...
Haha..



See??
I didn't lie when I say I only filled in ONE choice...
Haha...
I am speaking the truth....

Really nice time...
I really had nice memories during the "old days"...
Haha...
I still remember ALL my classmates lo...
Haha..
Hope we will have a class gathering soon...


Finished packing my cupboard and I was checking my email...
And saw an email in my NPmail that says "NAN HUA HIGH SCHOOL 90th ANNIVERSARY DINNER"

Haha...
So much of a coincidence huh?
I was so happy until I saw that it was 100 bucks per person.!!!
Because it's at Swissotel la...
Haha...

I wanted to go...
Then I asked Bing Rong and he said our form teacher actually asked him to form a table from our 4/5 class....
But...

He failed...
Haha...
So sad la...
But it really is FREAKING expensive...
Haha...

Now I really feel like going...
But it's stupid to go back alone..
Haha...

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The good old days....

I was so taken aback by the service of the snack store at the downstairs of my house...
I went to buy a waffle...
And I wanted to go and deposit some money...
So I said "我等一下回来拿，OK?"
And you know what I answer I got??
"随便你咯，又不是我可以控制的。"
GOSH
LOUSY SUCKY SERVICE....

OMG I was seriously taken aback la~~~~~~~~~
Where did all the good service campaign go????
Haiz...
So disappointed man...

Anyway...
The stupid teacher should just go and knock his head on the wall...
It's normal to be biased...
BUT DON'T SHOW IT OUT SO OBVIOUS...!!!!

He is seriously so IMPOSSIBLE...
He is CRAZILY BIASED...

I can't stand him la...
Like whatever la...
Ok lo.. You like the other class better...
Then don't teach us la...
Like as if we like you...
Talk also SO FREAKING slow...

Listening to him talk is more effective than listening to lullaby...


Enough about the unhappy stuffs...

I think my "mood swings" are more or less gone...
Haha...
Finally...
I am at least a more normal person now...
Haha...

Singing group is going to have the first OFFICIAL practice on Monday...
Looking forward to it...
But I am afraid it might not turn out well...
But never mind...
I will still put in my efforts together with all the others..!!
(You all know who you are la ah... haha...)

=SmileX=
Pillar of support??

These few days..
My already quite serious mood swings are getting worst...
I feel sorry...
But somehow this "sorry-ness" is not shown in any of my expressions...
Hope I will be able to get over this stage soon...
I also don't like myself like that...

Went to see doctor on Monday...
I waited from 7.30 all the way till 10.40...
I was number 44..!!
Can you imagine..???
I saw numbers all the way to 80..!!!

But somehow, whenever I am sick...
I will not recover until I go and see this particular doctor at Beauty World...
And this has been happening since young...
It is seriously still a mystery to me...

Went to one of the stationery shops downstairs to walk walk...
I used to loiter in that shop every week at this shop when I was learning my piano there...
When I stepped in, then I realised that the place has not changed a single bit...
Just that the uncles really became old le...
I was really enjoyable...
And of course, I didn't leave that place empty handed...
Just like last time...
Haha...

Went to Botanic Gardens on yesterday....
To go and take pictures...
It was really freaking hot and the teacher had so many expectations la..!!!
We spent like half and hour just to take the main entrance..!!!
Can you imagine???

So what I like to take the door slanted??!!!



Some more have to measure the angle to take this statue..
Too much tree cannot...
No tree also cannot....
ARGH..!!!



But of course i did take some pictures that I think is nice.....



And I am super proud of this....



Must really thank the butterfly for staying there...
Haha...
I was really tired out after that...
And I still had to go to office....
But what to do??
It's my responsibility....

Today's lesson was super emotional...
Really had quite a few times when I really wanted to cry...
But I managed to swallow the tears back in....

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因为这几天心情不太好
真的很想有个自己的空间
可是就在这个时候
家里有客人
我不是在抱怨

我只是纯粹想让自己有个小小的空间
让自己好好冷静
让自己好好想想
让自己好好休息

可是
这个星期
是不可能的了

我虽然觉得很对不起身边的人
尤其是我的弟弟
因为他最常被我骂
我也很气我妈
因为她有事没事都念我
我真的够烦了

就这几天
不要再念了！！

=SmileX=
How to get rid of mood swings..???

Yesterday was not a good day...
But it's all over...
I will not brood over it anymore...
What's past has past...

It's a brand new day again..!!!

Went to watch SPIDERMAN 3...
WOOOHOOO...
I love spiderman...

He is so heroic...
Haha...
Saved his loved one from all the disasters...
Though he is a little not sensitive..
But he really does care...

It's really nice..
I still love Spiderman more than any other super heroes....

Haha...

=SmileX=
I love spiderman...

I am unhappy...
Very...
Super....
Duper....

A simple thing...
Was prolonged and really got onto my nerves...
Yes I am IRRITATED...
I know I have LOW EQ...
I don't deny it..
I don't like people to keep delaying...
Because I don't see a need in doing it...

I know you are a perfectionist...
I also cannot understand..
Because I am not...
And I don't see the need...

Criterias to be a PERFECTIONIST...
1) PUNCTUALITY
2) RESPONSIBILITY
3) CONSIDERATION

You can only be one when you have FREAKING LOT OF TIME...
But we don't have...
We can NEVER start on time...

Like HELLO..!!!!
I missed my Japanese Lessons because of this...
I didn't go to work because of this...
Do you know how sorry I feel?
I always promise my Mum but I never did it...
I don't like to not keep to my promises..
I also have my committments ok???!!!!
Stop delaying and requesting....

I have to do all these sacrifices simply because of the fact that I am the leader?
That's unfair...

I am a failure as a leader...
I can't even control my members...
I can't even get hold of them...
I know I am lousy...
I know it FREAKING well...

I scarificed a WEEKEND....
I rushed down from work to try to be early...
To try and be as early as possible..
I even had to trouble my family in order to keep things in place...

I really don't like people to be more than 30 mins late...
I don't understand why other groups can finish and I CAN'T.!!!
There's no reason for it...

TIME MANAGEMENT..!!!!!

=SmileX=
I just need to vent my frustrations...

Many things happened for the past few days....

On tuesday...
We had New Media Lessons...(Photo taking)
I really learnt may things...
Haha...
I finally know how I can increase shutter speed...
Haha...
I know that sounds stupid...
Haha...

Anyway...
That day is not exciting anyway...

Wednesday...
I went to watch Phantom of the Opera after school...
Ok..
I got the expensive ticket...
But don't be mistaken...
I didn't pay for it...
It was a company thing and my Dad's customer backed out last minute...
So my sister and I went instead...
It was really nicer than I expected it to be...
Maybe because I was nearer to the stage...
SO it was REALLY exciting...
Haha...

The stupid Program Book that costs $25...
But I also didn't pay for it...
My Dad's customer paid for it...
Haha..




The Lead actress...
I can only say...
SHE IS COOL....



The Lead actor...
I can only say...
HE IS COOL...
AND HE LOOKS LIKE JIM CAREY (not sure of the spelling)



One of the super good singers...
But her voice is FREAKING SHARP...
Haha...
FREAKING..!!!!




OK...

On to Thursday...
Radio Presentation...
Haha..
Scored much better than I thought I would...
Because I did the stupidest mistake...
I FORGOT TO SWITCH ON THE DAMN MIC LA~~~~~
I was like... ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!
But luckily...
I didn't show it thru my voice..!!
Haha...

OK...
Friday...
No lessons...
But had to go back to school for the Video thingy....
Ok...
I may sound rude...
But let me say this to vent my frustrations...
I really don't like people to be late for more than half an hour...
Unless you have a FREAKING VALID reason...
And people...
Learn to pick up your DAMN PHONE...
Reply smses people send you...
It's basic courtesy...!!!!!

I seriously am pissed off...
But I have SERIOUS MOOD SWINGS....
Say sorry....
Let me grumble for a while...
Leave me alone and I will be fine..!!!!
Haha....
*Split Personality*

Went to promote the singing thing to half of the year ones...
One class was pleasant...
The other was FREAKING RUDE...
ESPECIALLY ONE PARTICULAR GIRL...
WHO THINKS SHE IS FREAKING GOOD IN SINGING.....

Who does she think she is???
What makes her think she is qualified to question us??
"So do you have music background?"
"So have you attended music lessons?"
"So do you qualify to teach?"
"SO YOU SING WELL?"
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO ASK ME THAT???
I SO DISLIKE YOU..!!!!

Her statement affected me so much la..!!!!!
ARGH..!!!
I hate such people...
Stop thinking you are the greatest in the world...
SO what if I am NOT??

LIKE HELLO..!!!!
I AM IN CHARGE..!!!!
ARGH..!!!
ARGH..!!!!!
ARGH..!!!!!!!

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I can sing right??ARGH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today's class ended early...
Because teacher is hurt...

Went to Kbox with Lynnette and Xiao Wei...
But the stupid Microphone has something wrong...
So everything that come out thru the microphone had something wrong too...
Haiz....

Hehe...
But Lynnette and I are coming up with a new plan...
haha..
Secret for now...

Went with Jana to Tank's concert at Republic Poly...
Didn't really want to go..
But Jana sounded unhappy...
Haha...
So I went lo...

It was more fun than I expected it to be...
Tank has a very adorable character...

And of course...
His singing is really GOOD...
I like guys who can sing...
Wahahahaha...



He even had to sing 非你莫属 while holding a girl's hands...
He was so shy...
But the girl was even more shy...

It was so funny la...



Ok...

Off to watch tv...

=SmileX=
A shoulder to lean on??

No school today....
So had to come to work....
Went to settle some goods...
By the time I was done..
It was raining cats and dogs....
It was so crazy...
Floods everywhere...

Mummy came to fetch me back...
But my shoes were still a little wet....
But that's not the main point...
The main point is....

I am now FREAKING sleepy..!!!!!
ARGH....
Sleep is never enough....

School tomorrow...
Followed by Japanese Lessons...
I am so worried I will really fail the exams...
The more I study the more I don't understand...
Haiz....
And I certainly have no feel to study...
Haiz....
Let's hope things will get better...
I cannot afford to fail the test..!!!!!!!

Still haven't sign up for driving lessons...
So many things to do...
Not enough energy to finish all...
What should I do???

Haiz...
End of my little break...
*Back to work*

=SmileX=
Will I be as lucky again..??