These few days..
My already quite serious mood swings are getting worst...
I feel sorry...
But somehow this "sorry-ness" is not shown in any of my expressions...
Hope I will be able to get over this stage soon...
I also don't like myself like that...

Went to see doctor on Monday...
I waited from 7.30 all the way till 10.40...
I was number 44..!!
Can you imagine..???
I saw numbers all the way to 80..!!!

But somehow, whenever I am sick...
I will not recover until I go and see this particular doctor at Beauty World...
And this has been happening since young...
It is seriously still a mystery to me...

Went to one of the stationery shops downstairs to walk walk...
I used to loiter in that shop every week at this shop when I was learning my piano there...
When I stepped in, then I realised that the place has not changed a single bit...
Just that the uncles really became old le...
I was really enjoyable...
And of course, I didn't leave that place empty handed...
Just like last time...
Haha...

Went to Botanic Gardens on yesterday....
To go and take pictures...
It was really freaking hot and the teacher had so many expectations la..!!!
We spent like half and hour just to take the main entrance..!!!
Can you imagine???

So what I like to take the door slanted??!!!



Some more have to measure the angle to take this statue..
Too much tree cannot...
No tree also cannot....
ARGH..!!!



But of course i did take some pictures that I think is nice.....



And I am super proud of this....



Must really thank the butterfly for staying there...
Haha...
I was really tired out after that...
And I still had to go to office....
But what to do??
It's my responsibility....

Today's lesson was super emotional...
Really had quite a few times when I really wanted to cry...
But I managed to swallow the tears back in....

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因为这几天心情不太好
真的很想有个自己的空间
可是就在这个时候
家里有客人
我不是在抱怨

我只是纯粹想让自己有个小小的空间
让自己好好冷静
让自己好好想想
让自己好好休息

可是
这个星期
是不可能的了

我虽然觉得很对不起身边的人
尤其是我的弟弟
因为他最常被我骂
我也很气我妈
因为她有事没事都念我
我真的够烦了

就这几天
不要再念了！！

=SmileX=
How to get rid of mood swings..???