Surrounded by four walls...
Yesterday I was sitting here...
Smiling..
Today I am sitting here...
I can't smile..
My heart knows what she wants..
But my brain is thinking otherwise..
Insecurity and the unreal feel is overwhelming..
Too much for me.
I have been hurt.
Once is enough.
That feeling is not good.
Strucked by coldness,
All I have around me is colder air.
I don't know what is going on.
Everything seems unreal.
What can I do to save myself?
Who is here to save me?
Everything happened too fast
I am confused.
I feel dreamy.
Maybe it was all but a DREAM
=SmileX=
I feel complicated.!
February 2007