It's only the beginning of the day.
And I am already feeling the difference.
The difference of you not being here.
The things around me seemed to feel it too.
The radio kept playing my favourite song.
It's just, unbearable.
Perhaps it's just a habit?

I can't bear to look at the date today.
Simply reminds me you are gone.
A date I have been staring at everyday,
For the past 1 month.
I feel somewhat empty.
I told myself to brace up.
To push you out of my mind
I will try, I promise.
I will try hard to minimise the effects.


You looked forward to this day.
I hope you are happy now.
Take care of yourself ya?

I wanted so much to sms you.
But I decided not to.
Something told me I should not.

I just hope that I am not forgotten.
Will you forget me?
I know I am only one of the many contacts in your phone.
I still hope you will think of me.





So, this is how it feels to be affected by a dream.


=SmileX=
I don't like being emotional too. But I can't help it.