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♥ whats in my head?

If only I could read minds,
Then I will ever know if you ever loved me.


If I could read minds,
Things would de different?

事与愿违，身不由己
你相信‘人定胜天’？

喜欢一个人的时候，
因为很安静。
喜欢和朋友一起的时候，
因为知道自己不是一个人。

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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Pardon my emo-ness..
I am really not feeling good now.

好累
掩饰得好累。
明明不开心，但却还要假装没事。
但我不是一个会演戏的人。

超高的标准、超多的期望，
就快把我给压死了。

姐说，不管做什么、读什么，最重要的是自己喜欢。
太迟了。
我的人生，多的是自由，缺的是选择。
所谓琼楼玉宇，只是表面，只是虚幻。
我开始怀疑自己的能力
不知道自己可以撑到什么时候

当朋友们在家休息、
在电视前看戏、
在电脑前毫无目的地浪费时间的时候，
我常常都是在公司里头，被数目字搞得晕头转向。
这是我的人生。
是对的吗？

完美主义是我的致命伤
是我高估了我自己？
把自己弄得好累。
我的分身术不好，
常常都会失了魂。

My life is only glamorous on the outside.






渴望被爱的我，
在我心四周，却是一堵堵又高又厚的围墙。
它因为不信任而存在、因为人心的险恶而存在。
想爱，却把自己的心锁起来了。

谁可以把它弄不见？
它什么时候会消失？
我不知道。
因为现在要我相信一个人，不容易。
我忘了怎么去信任另一个人。

=SmileX=
最近又变得很爱哭。。。

Learn It, Live It, Love It..5:36 PM