Something's not right with the air recently.
It's making me lose control of my emotions.
And I am not liking it.


It just feels wrong.
Don't feel like doing anything.
Don't feel like saying anything.
Just want to be left alone.
To the extend of really being alone.
It's a scary feeling.
You can't control it.
You drop all the way down.
You come back up, slowly, on your own.


To find the best hideout is difficult.
A place where I am kept busy, be it mentally or physically.
Endless things to do, too much to think about other things.
Although running away will only bring more problems
It's the only thing I can and know how to do now..

[Learn it, Live it, Love it. When can I do it?]

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李玖哲《想太多》。

I can just live on this song the whole day.

Were things simple?
Did I simplify them too much?

Thinking too much?
Too much for me to handle?
This time, it's not just about my love life.
There are too many other things included.
Too many things I just don't understand.
Tried too hard to figure them out.
In vain, of course.
Disappointed with myself and the world.
It's mutating too much.
Turning into something feeling-less.
Something I can't understand, feel and fit in.

如果我的顾虑是多余的，那就好。
只可惜，世界确实在变化中。
世界在变，人也在变。
变得畸形，可怕的是，没有人知道。
也不会有人去正视这个问题。

Why can't I understand what others are thinking?

=SmileX=
Don't make an ASS out of U and ME.