It's contradicting.
I know I had gotten over you.
Yet am still yearning to know about you.
Wanting to see you.
Hoping that you will think about me occasionally.
Thinking that you want to talk to me too,
Just that you dare not.
Well, it's just my wishful thinking.
I know.
Letting go is not hard.
It's the forgetting.
It's not affecting me that much.
But I still can't stop thinking about you.
Guess it's a habit?
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因为家庭的生意，
我被逼着成长。
比别人早看见人的真面目、人的惰性、人的自私和社会的残酷。
失去的很多，得到的也不少。
有时很不甘愿、有时会抱怨。
严重时，可能还会讨厌。
其实，最近发现，这件事其实并没有那么糟。
能够尽自己的力帮忙，是值得开心的事。
家庭是最幸福的负担。
=SmileX=
也许是我对人的要求太高了。
February 2007